Week Of Tiring and Stress

Setelah membuat beberapa kajian di atas pengalaman yg dpt beberape minggu nih...
I can't be stress... Actually, sumerg tak elok stress..
Tapi stress yo sampai sesak2 nafas pagi tadi... pelik... pelik.. Ingtkan da nk pitam da tadik... giler stress, huh... tu la akibatnyer....
weekend lepas wat keje, tbe2 rase nk ngamuk teruk2 coz last Sunday was my little brother bufday and present yg kakak beli (mp3 player) takleh on, charger yg org kedai tu bg rosak.. so as the extention cable... Yo rase nk ngamuk sgt kt org yg jual tuh.. wpon, tak pnah jumpe pun tapi klu da nk menjual tuh, tolong la amek berat kt benda2 camnih... saket hati yo ble boboy cm kecewa takleh on... argh... pikir balik pun saket hati.. yo tak ske org yg yo syg rase camtuh!!>> petanda stress masih tak ilang lagik.. :p
tapi, wpun rse nk ngamuk, yo tak tunjuk.. simpan jer dlm hati... sbb tu kot skolah dulu ada member ckp yo sorg yg cool... hahahak.. lawak...
kelmarin yo ckp kt Kak Leli>> Akk, yo rse nk nangis tapi takleh, bleh gelak jer coz yo bukan jnis yg nangis.. gelak yo bukan maksud happy, cume tuhan jer yg tau... huhuhuhu...
senyum juga bukan tanda happy tapi sometimes its better not to show what we really feels so that we don't troublesome others..

Apa2 pun, im glad of what i had done... wpon tuk tahap sebenarnyer tak seberape, i still really proud of myself.. coz dr zero knowledge in ASP+JavaScript, i had gained a lot of knowledge... Thanks to my lecturer aka my FYP supervisor for all of his teaching and knowledge... Suka3... Hee... Thanks to my big sistah aka kakak in tolong me.. yo rase we made a great team la kakak wpon kakak da tak ingt sgt... tu pun last minit bru tnyer coz ingtkan taknk nyusahkan kakak... huhuhuhu... Thanks to my "family" >> Papa, Mama, Kak Long & adik... hahahahaha... dak2 CS220 jer tau saper mereka nih... Tocei2...

From problem, we can learn new things...
Jadik, a problem tu kre nyer satu perkara yg baek..
(cthnyer>> ORDER reserve word la yo, mne leh wat jadik name table... Hahahahak...)
We can't success if we didn't feel the pain and experience first... Sometimes people need to be push to success... Just like me... Klu tak, masih dihanyut diAlam fantasi... Hahahahha...

I think i get stress coz i'm afraid to let my lecturer down.. Bukan salah mereka... Tapi student tu sendrik...
Dulu yo minat programming, pnah dpt A in C++, B+ in Java tapi sejak masuk degree, otak jadik blur.. Yo takkn ckp yo terel apa2 coz yo tak rase yo ada mahir dlm apa2 pun.. Just a normal gurl who always make mistake.. Why, makin besar makin kter mhampakan parents kter>> in my scope, my Mom, big sis, relatives who support me..
Nak kata otak da tepu, cam takde apa pun... :p

Yo stress coz affraid to let them down too... Stress sampai rase cam nk mati..
Ishk3... Stress make my adrenaline rush more than men paintball agaknyer... atleast paintball gives adrenaline rush in positive ways...
Yo gak slalu stress coz i feel so lonely when handling problems eventhough ramai jer yg sudi membantu...<< Akibat tak suka kongsi problem ngn org... bukannyer tak suka tapi taknk nyusahkan org...

Hurm.. To conclude, in solving this,
>>"Prevention is Better than Cure..."
>>"Not many live long alone..."
>>~jUSt gO WiT dA fLow~
"LiFe is To BE eNjOY nOt StREss.. IF tHErE's A pRoBLem, DoNT ForGet tO SmILE cOZ One PrOBLem aCComplishED MeaNs OnE STeP FuRthEr tO ViCtORY... ThERE'S No Joy iN LIfE wItHOut ChaLLenGE..."
~yOyO~

The best phrases in solving my stress Problem... HAhahahak...